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The feeling is that
It’s all okay.
It just is.
Nothing needs to be done

The feeing is that of
Arrival.
Arrival to the present
Arrival to
Approval.

Of.
What.
Is.

The feeling is one of
Total connection
embodiment
re-memberance

The coming together of my parts
Of all the pieces that were
isolated. hidden. secret. shameful.

All the pieces that I couldn’t be with
But were actually
(always)
The most
Me -

They held inside of them the sweetest, richest, most satisfying
Pockets
Of life.
Of aliveness.
Of Jessie-ness.
Of her essence
Her honor.
Her hu man i ty.

The feeling is one of ownership and
Immense vulnerability.

It is one of the constant crumbling that is required

The repetitive shattering of what was
Just a moment ago
To again make way
For what is here
Now.

It is the remembering that
All that is true
Will continue to reveal
(and shape and carve and refine)
That that is not

And that my role is simultaneously
Deeply important

And
Not at all.

And the more reverence I have for my will
The less it matters

In connection to Her
god
life itself.

The feeling is one of absolute duality

All that is
Equally is not
And ALWAYS
always always always
This truth carries through:

The more I become
The less I am (have) (be)

In that my beingness begins to finally match

That of what already is.

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