I want someone I can lay my naked body over

I want someone that I can lay my naked body over

Not because I’m sexy
Not because he chose me
Not because we are committed or engaged

But because it feels right
True
Easy
To be my full, squishy, soft self
Snuggling with pleasure
Getting off on skin to skin

Not pulling
Not to get something
Not out of anxiety
Or even want

Just nature
Taking over our bodies
Legs intertwined
Bellies soft
Skin blushing with the heat of connection

I’m tired of the agenda
And the fantasy

The true need twisted into neediness
The deep desire becoming an advantage
An achievement
A task to complete

I just want body next to body
Space for both to be held and to hold
For no other than reason
Than it happening then