New body. New page.

I am a fully fed animal.
I am a woman.

I do not censor myself here.
I do not perform.

I am NOT convenient.
Nor small.

I was,
For a very long time.
Small.

I learned this is good.
This is best.
I spent years trying to be better,
Getting smaller and smaller,
More convenient.
More efficient.

Becoming less of a person,
And more of a good girl.

I found twisted ways to rebel,
Coating myself in shame for disavowing my integrity as the good one.

This space,
now,
is not for the “good.”

This space is for the whole.
For the ones who want to be fully satiated,
Rather than just-enough-to-get-by.

For the ones who are willing to travel to the corners of existence that minds and egos and societies do not like.

But bodies LOVE.

There is no hiding, in embodiment.
There is no “just be grateful.”
There is no ascension as avoidance.
There is no elevation as denial.

Being good or right or smart or nice
Stands no chance
In the fire of truth.

Here,
There is only truth.
Humanity.
Reality.
Now.

And the NOW carries with it -
EVERYTHING.
The good the bad
The light the dark
The beautiful the terrifying
The disgusting the delicious

Because
It’s all the same.
That which we hate, we draw to us like magnets.
That which we say we do not like, we use to get power.

Our bodies are the vessels through which we speak to god.
So our disgust reads like sparks of passion to our wild souls
And we find ourselves in the throes of whatever our body needs anyway
Some how.
At some point.
Even if it’s death that takes us there.

So

This body

Eats
Has hair
Bleeds
Has s*x
Cries
Gets angry

This body is here to be ALIVE.
To light up every crevice inside of it
Because every crevice can touch life itself.

Welcome to my new page.
Lfg.

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